Feeling Lost and Uncertain
I had the feeling that I didn’t know what I was supposed to do with my life. I felt I was on a path, but I had a setback and now I’m unsure of how to move forwards. I sat at home, wishing that I knew what the future would hold and which avenue would lead me to where I ultimately want to be. It just seems so unclear at times and it would be nice to get some reassurance.
I used to see a therapist who week after week would say “What does Katherine want? / It’s all about what you want”. I wanted to see the ‘Big Picture’. I wanted to see things mapped out for me. That hasn’t been possible. Thinking about what I want, my goals, passions and things that make me happy, has been helpful. Taking each step with my goals in mind, has allowed me to proceed. Sometimes I still don’t know where my path will lead but I’m sure it will bring lessons that will help my growth.
Where The Path Leads
With no map, no ideas, no understaning
To get me away from here
I need to move, I need to go, I need to advance
And believe the goal is near
Which way to turn? Which route to take? Which direction out?
Whilst avoiding every snare
It’s dark ahead, it feels unclear, I’m walking blind
Not knowing which way to steer.
I’m free to choose, I’m free to trial, I’m free to go wrong
Make moves at my own speed
Deep down I know, Inside I’m sure, the voice within
Telling what my heart and soul needs
I’m on my own, away from the crowd, on a different track
It’s my course, it can be agreed
This life of mine, this light of mine, these dreams of mine
Will go where the path leads.