Gloom to Glow

Everything is going to be alright

I was feeling quite sad at the start of the week.  Not devastatingly sad but it led me to think about the days, months and years that I spent in a deep depression.  At the time, I thought I’ never get out of that funk.  Whereas now, that period is almost a fleeting memory.  I used to be constantly and consistently sad, now I’m mostly happy.  As this week progressed, sadness shifted to laughter and happiness.  How did I get from there (unhappy) to here (joyful)?  I need to think and analyse this a little more deeply but it’s true what they say “This too shall pass”.  I don’t know the formula, I don’t know the magic spell besides hanging on and letting each new day heal you.  That and being surrounded by amazing friends.

I was hesitant to post this poem because I wondered if it was a little depressing and gloomy.  However, there is a transition to hope.  I guess this has been the tapestry of my life; some sad notes but overall joy.  I’m not one to tell anyone else how to  live but I have a message today, which is to “Hold On”.  It’s a funny old world, one minute you’re at the bottom but it doesn’t last.  Things will get better.

Gloom to Glow

 

Downcast eyes reflect a

Downtrodden spirit

Dejected and alone

Retreat into a ditch

Lay flat

As day turns into night

You have no control or power

To will things otherwise

Withdraw participation in all activities

There is no point.

 

Smiles wane

Replaced by a grimmace

It’s more accurate than people know

Why conceal pain?

The exterior; a replica of what is below the surface

You are one layer of sorrow

There’s nothing more to you

That’s your belief.

 

Things change

Ever so slowly

Buried beneath the harshness of life

You are not dead.

Look who tends to you

Who is always there?

Brushing away dirt, taking your hand, helping you up

The sun rises, flowers bloom

Everything has it’s season

There’s a brighter day tomorrow

Be sure to make it there.

6 thoughts on “Gloom to Glow

  1. Inspiring. It’s like you were right beside me with your rendition. Xx

    1. Oh Catherine, how are you, my lovely? Thank you for checking me out! Yes, the poetry keeps us close together – like the good old days!!! hahahahahah. I hope you’re well. xxxXXXxxx

  2. Ahhh Kat. This is beautiful poetry. I love how you write so honestly about your own experience of depression but leave us on a hopeful note about a brighter day tomorrow. Painfully honest & beautiful.

    Thanx for sharing xx

  3. I think this poem is really important in 2020, we need to know that nothing lasts forever and the good times will be with us soon again x

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